[	mood	|	sleepy	]
[	music	|	hawthorne heights.	]

hi, austin's here.

last night i talked to don till like 4 o'clock. that conversation was pretty intresting lol. we did have plans, but they got ruined yesterday cus of someone. but w/e it doesn't matter. the entire day i didn't do anything cus it was rele shitty out. we would of had plans last night too, but it was raining, and my littles sister friend was here. fun.
   last night sam showed me this amazing thing he did on his computer. =-O it look rele good, but i didn't get how he did, seems too complicated.
       i watched friends, talked to lindsay on the fone and talked to don rele late but then me n don got so tired we were gonna pass out. ....

now austin came over at fucking 8 in the morning .. cus she just got back from the hamptons. we were gonna make like apple pie or something, BUT in my house, we have like no food so we couldn't make it. we were supposed to meet up w/ kristin and danni, but idk where danni is, and kristin is still sleeping so we are waiting for her. stupid fucker hehe.

      and yeah... now austin is sleeping, and we are gonna watch Texas Chainsaw Masscre. i couldn't watch all of it last night cus i was too scared. heh. so now im gonna torture myself and watch the entire thing. eek.

       well, i'm out.
       <3 peace-sam

[	mood	|	blah	]
[	music	|	hawthorne heights - speeding up the octaves	]

ummm... yeah. right now, i pretty much hate you. your such a different person when your with other people. grow up.  

<3 sam

[	mood	|	hot	]
[	music	|	hawthorne heights - wake up call.	]

the past two day's have been discustingly boring. yesterday, i had to go to my dad's and then i find out that he's taking me and my sister somewhere all the way at the end of fucking long island or something to go to town.       i was happy about that. hah. 
      last night, my sister had her 2 friends over, and they were being really fucking annoying. so the entire time i just talked to jordan, and he told me stupid stuff about hungary and turkey lol. he's so fucking funny. i told him something that nobody knows and i hope u won't tell anyone. i know he prolly won't .... but idk.

this morning i woke up at like 12:30, got ready, and then my dad took me, my little sister and her friend somehwere like 3 hours away. it was sooo fucking boring there. i wanted to kill myself. after that we drive all the way home to drop off alexis and i see sabrina, susan, tom, brian and austin. lol i scream out SABRINA but my dad was driving too fast for her to know it was me. sorry i freaked u out sabrina lol.

my new lover is named paco and he's 43.

fuck you ;-)

peace -- sam <3333333

[	mood	|	awake	]
[	music	|	muse	]

i just got back from the Hampton's. it was fucking amazing. there is too much to write about so im just gonna skip all the stuff that isn't that important.

uhh yeah, austin's dad is... a prick. every day we tried to ignore him by going in the pool.. swimming, tanning, and then atlike 5 we'd go into town and stuff. ... shopping :D.
        four fucking days with out seeing my parents. omg that was the best. the last day ..

uhh then the 4th of July came along. uhh fun? nah not really. There was only one person i thought about and it fucking sucks... cus he ruined the day, so me and austin just went down to the beach and got mad wasted... then i felt fine.

her parents left, and we were at the huge house with just her 18 year old cousin, wow she's really cool. we just chilled and then finally came home to seport. hahha i was happy to be bach in setauket cus right away i saw jordan and sam haha jordan is the shiz. he came up to the window and we shared that i was wayy tanner than him for once.. or at least i pretended.
     then i see people in the back of seport... not even wondering who it was.i new it who it was and i felt sick. i saw don riding a bike... what else is new? lol. but he didnt see me so i didnt say hi.

  then we went back to austin's house and chilled there for a long time doing the stupidist stuff ever. ... taking showers together??? .. nah we don't do that shit lmfao!

i wish i could leave again.

      susan: she looked like a fucking candyland crackwhore (the boardgame) 
    rofl ommgggg susan... u always make me feel better! hahaha luv ya

im outtttt nigga <33 sam

[	mood	|	good	]
[	music	|	thrice	]

tomorrow i'm going to the hamptons with austin and i can't fucking wait to leave this place.

          i don't think im gonna like the 4th of july though, there will only be one thing on my mind. heh.

i don't really have anything to say except for i think im starting to like someone new... i've never really liked someone like him. he is totally opposite from everyone else, wayy fucking different. maybe its better that way. <3
        

     well im tired and i have to wake up early tomorrow cus austin is picking me up .. i won't be back till tuesday. i'll miss everyone... haha lol.

                                  oh yes.. but i will miss sabrina. what else is new?

peace out nigga <333 samuel.

p.s.   sam showed me how to make a 'myspace' thing, i like it.... but i don't no how to use it. whatever.